December 2009
280 posts
“If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where...”
– Thoreau
“Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to...”
– Scott Adams
I'm sorry
i’m so insufferable.
“Do you feel alive? Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone.”
– Owl City
Things I accomplished today.
- applied for financial aid via collegeboard
- started to apply for federal financial aid
- had a civil conversation with my parents
- had a not so civil conversation with my parents
- brought up emancipation with limited success (but that’s still success)
- lost and found my sister’s credit card number (thank god)
- pissed off my boyfriend :[
- shunned at least three people...
Seven Blunders of the World
1. Wealth without work 2. Pleasure without conscience 3. Knowledge without character 4. Commerce without morality 5. Science without humanity 6. Worship without sacrifice 7. Politics without principle —Mahatma Gandhi
...Lol.
“Age appears to be best in four things; old wood best to burn, old wine to drink,...”
– Francis Bacon
Asexual.
swiftwolf007: you have a good physique
Layneepup: eh.
Layneepup: average at best
swiftwolf007: th eother day when i was fb stalking you
swiftwolf007: i actually said
swiftwolf007: wow
swiftwolf007: she's very pretty
swiftwolf007: hahaha
Layneepup: yeah that's not my physique though
Layneepup: and wow? ouch.
swiftwolf007: no like
swiftwolf007: youre asexual to me
swiftwolf007: hahahaha
swiftwolf007: forget it
swiftwolf007: this is only going to sound worse
Layneepup: HAHHAHHAHAHA
Layneepup: wonderful
Layneepup: thank you
swiftwolf007: end of story
swiftwolf007: you're very very pretty
swiftwolf007: end
Layneepup: shut up
swiftwolf007: what?!
Layneepup: i dont want to hear it
swiftwolf007: why?!
swiftwolf007: forget it
swiftwolf007: hahaha
swiftwolf007: im done complimenting you
swiftwolf007: it never works
Layneepup: trueee
You carry the beach in your way-too-short hair
That you shaved off last week cause you freaked and got scared That when it’s longer, you remind me of her So you offered it up with what passed for authority Some strict sort of challenge you directed straight at me You said, “Forget her, I don’t care what you two were” But it’s a trick on your ego A two-step off tempo A solid gold bracelet Under lights, in a...
God’s Gonna Cut You Down - Johnny Cashhh...
this is how it's gonna be.
You’ve been praying for change but you aint been to church since the 10th grade And you cry at your job don’t believe in your voting Never celebrate your birthday So you set up for dinner to make you feel less desperate and worthless But your dad gets drunk so your mom throws a fit While your man hits on the waitress So I wouldn’t waste my time if I were you You’ll just...
“Depression is such a cruel punishment. There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood...”
– ilovemyillness
“And nowhere else has ever felt like home
And I can’t fall asleep when I’m lying...”
– Retrace - Anberlin
Pomona Interview.
today, 6:30.
wish me luck.
To tell you the truth.
That was kind of mean. But I’ll pretend I ignored it so it can haunt me for days.
“I’m sick of spending these lonely nights training myself not to care.”
– Interpol - NYC
There's a fine line.
2009: In the Beginning Where did you bring in the New Year? ian’s stamford house Who were you with? friends: ian, nick, taylor, etc. Did you kiss anyone at midnight? taylor? Did you make any resolutions? yes
2009: Your Love Life Did you break up with anyone? yes Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? yes Did you meet anyone special? meet? no. already knew. Did you fall in love? yes....
and i've begun to realize
that the reason i’ve been so jealous is because i lost myself for a little bit.
and i just wanted to hold onto someone who seemed to know exactly who they were supposed to be.
but now i see that the people i chose to invest my interest in are never ever going to be as wonderful as i expect, whether they’re supposed to be or not.
and that’s great for me because i’m going...
“All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.”
– Edgar Allan Poe