I’m sorry to everyone I hurt and to every to whom this will hurt.
I can’t handle my mind anymore. I don’t think there’s anyway out but the final way. I can’t deal with the pressure and the pain of life. I tell myself I’m strong but I’m not. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t care what you tell me, nothing will change my mind. I always thought I’d be someone who was amazing, someone who helped others, but how can I when I can’t even help myself?
I hurt everyone around me and I think it’s better if I hurt them one final time rather than constantly hurting them. I think they’d understand. I’m not able to hold onto life any longer.
I’m sorry for all the pain I caused everyone. This wasn’t because you all weren’t good enough, it’s because I’m not worth it. The pain won’t last forever, live on for me!
I love you all, I truly do. Good bye and stay strong for me. x
I’m so glad to hear that you’re in the hospital and not six feet down. Sometimes, people get hurt, but you have to realize that pain is a part of life, and pain lends to strength. The fact that you suffer so much for fear of hurting others shows that you are a good person. People will forgive you if you can only forgive yourself. “What doesn’t kill us makes us who we are.”
You are loved.